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WARNING if you got a bunch of time to waste, keep reading, otherwise you might wanna go and watch CNN to entertain urself.

This is my personal opinion about... whatever and i hope that ppl can show some respect in here.  ;) if ur gonna write something about this, make sure uve read.

I dun think this thread should be moved somewhere else. I just wanna share this to Emperor players. Not to the rest of the people in fed2k that i dont really know.

It seems that the tittle calls ppl attention.  ;D but its not that serious. Gaming isnt everything but there are many things that YOU CAN DO in life. Life its too short ppl... Im not telling you to do as many crazy things as you can (u noe what i mean)just in case.

I decided to start this thread so every emperor player (if they are not 12) can express themselves... but if you are 12 you can still read this just to be ready for the next stage of your life which is very fun.

Remember when you where 6-8 and you where playing with your friends?  ::) aww so cute.

At 12 you wanted some acnes in your face, you wanted to be more hairy everywhere, in the legs etc and go to your friends like hey hey i got acne im a MAN now, your still a little kiddie (thats how ridiculious boys are, specially when they dont like girls when they are KIDS lol).  :D

Then you where around 14 and you were looking for a girlfriend to play with?  ;D

Oh yeah then you were 16 and you wanted to be independent to live the life the way you want to. So you wont ever listen to your parents screaming the hell of you. You wanna get a job, money and rule your own life.

Now that your 18 or so...  the journey starts and your really enjoying life.. puaff yeah sure.

My life is not hard compared to other ppl, that i know just in case you were planning to say something.

My journey starts leaving China to study in the U.S. and now that im stuck in this little beautiful (where?)country with a nice smell from Panama's (dirty) bay. But soon im leaving hopefully.

Not saying that the job I got its the most difficult one. And theres still alot for me to see... Im 21. Ive worked in alot of ****... construction working, welding stuff, being an interpreter, tech support, customer service, salesman and bla bla bla. Even selling porn and conning ppl. (thats not really a job, but i had no choice back then... but yeah i quit.) I needed and I need all the money i need cuz i live alone, mostly..... alone. Just like some of you with a whole bunch of job experience.

Ive realized that working 8 hours everyday really sucks balls... you cant really "enjoy life".. specially if ur working in something that u dont have a passion for haha. Like being in a call center sitting all day. You dont see anything besides walls, your desk, you computer with internet and games blocked (so you can die of being bored all day and cuz of depression cuz ur life sucks) 

So heres how it goes everyday.

You wake up 4 am to get take a bath, get ready, take breakfast... at 5 am or something ur leaving ur house walking almost 2 kms to get to the bus stop cuz where u live buses dont even passes by cuz ppl in the area doesnt really takes public transport. NO cabbies.. they just wont go that far, in fact they wont go anywhere and no one takes u to where i live. Specially cuz of traffic congestions around that time (almost all the times). Cabs in Panama are quite different, very different, they just look like particular cars with a taxi thing in the top. Different car brands, colors and size, even pickup trucks.... NO taximeters, if ur gonna take a cab its cuz u can pay it by the way. I prefer to pay more than having them saying to me IM NOT GOING THERE, sometimes they dont even say shit and just leave, and yeah! you ask the cabbies if they WANT to go or NOT, how funny?. Since they dont use a taximeter and they charge almost whatever they want and go wherever they go, they can even charge foreigners 20, 40 or even 50 bucks while they charge Panamanians only 2 bucks almost everywhere they go. and yeah foreigners can maybe afford to pay those 50 bucks but u must be dumb if you do so. Just by looking at the cab you should know LOGICALLY that, thats not really what you have to pay. Panama's government doesnt do **** to solve public transport problems.

Buses are old and used U.S.'s school buses. waiting for them where i live is like standing in the middle of the desert with a whole bunch of ppl waiting for someone to rescue us. Oh yeah they are cheap, 25 cents and you go as far as you want. (You think this country has enough buses? NO.) Imagine those buses full of people, they keep comming and comming soon the bus is gonna blow up and ppl just walk in the bus, seems that they are all blind or something. You feel like miserable screaming "PARADA!!!!!" which means "BUS STOP" or STOP or maybe STOP THE FREAKING BUS!!!! if you want to, JUST SCREAM and start getting up about 1 km away from you destination or else you will end up very far.

They kinda need a subway. Everyone has cars, too many cars for a small country with only 2 or 3 lanes as max and not many bridges. Ive only seen 2 bridges in the city. Oh yeah congestion.

This country isnt that bad. Is the richest country in central america and some of the south. But even that, other poor countries at least have their public transport neat.

Ive wrote all this crap just to say that ppl says that you got 24 hours, 8 for working 8 for sleeping and 8 to do whatever you want. hum lets see.. those 8 hours left... those 8 hours u spend it on your long journey trying to make it to ur miserable job( if u gotta do a long trip like me and with all the transport you REALLY got at ur disposal) then again you gotta go back home or to your college or university with the same LONG funny trip. you go back home, cook and eat, play a few and take a shower and there u go... u forgot to study for tomorrow oh yeah ! so funny now i gotta take some more hours. Then finally you go to bed and the alarm rings... Ho ho .. life never have been more fun.

Hoho man i cant wait when i get married, then have kids, have more work to do, and 2 children to take care of. This is gonna be so fun.

Im not a lazy bastard. Just expressing myself a little bit cuz sometimes.. u know what i mean .. and stress kills people lol.

By the time you die, and you end up in "heaven" if it exists. God will be looking at you. Asking what did you do in life?

What yer gonna answer? I bet most of you will say ... I worked really hard.... every day.

I came up with this, cuz recently ive been doing this tutorial video for dune2k and i didnt had much time for the video.

Not to mention a whole bunch of things that i need to do. But it will be done. I need a life LOL

Thanks for reading ppl and i hope to read some of your interesting replies to this thread. ::)

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its good to hear you talk if its make you feel better ..

keep ure eyes on the future  when u finish studying

it will get easier .. and better in income

dont waste re time now thinking about a family

you need some salvation to ure own good first

i havent got a good life when i was ure age but i didnt over

work my self over it ,, i got my self some weed and a satellite

and i let it pass .. here i am at 38 .. no job no family

do i care ? no i dont give a fuk

better luck to u

Posted

I'm proud to say i've read it all! All i have to say that you should all take an example out of youko. hes my role model - instead doing silly stuff like studying, working or making a family he just plays emp.

Posted

well, he is not realy playing emp. all he is doing is trying to speak. all the day. and since he need some1 to speak 2, he comes to us ^^

Posted

Mmh, yeah money does not buy time.. You will learn this!

But i'm a gamer.. And i have many many lives to spend.

Maybe i just go about things the anti-conformist sinisterous way..

At times i feel like such a non conformist, I dont even conform to myself.

I'm here for a good time, not a long time..with any luck :/

Fun first, Then errh, yeah whatever the alternative is.

No i'm not here to impress anyone or prove anything.

I am my own worst enemy.

Yea, i argue with myself a lot ehe  :-  sometimes i can't agree with me. so i agree to disagree.

And life isn't too short..

you're just dead for too long..

have fun

Posted

its good to hear you talk if its make you feel better ..

keep ure eyes on the future  when u finish studying

it will get easier .. and better in income

dont waste re time now thinking about a family

you need some salvation to ure own good first

i havent got a good life when i was ure age but i didnt over

work my self over it ,, i got my self some weed and a satellite

and i let it pass .. here i am at 38 .. no job no family

do i care ? no i dont give a fuk

better luck to u

ei spicy who do you live with right now?

Posted

i live alone in a remote desert area  out side the city

the only time i go out is to do my work out and run for 3 miles

  i got a house keeper that visit every week to clean up and

buy things for the house .. apart from that its really

  quite and i spend the rest of the time playing or watching tv

Posted

Not exactly sure what the point of this thread is... But I agree that Emp is a game. We all have things going on around us in the "real" world. Those of us in the states are mostly unaware of the difficulties people in other countries face. The fact that you still get motivated to come play a game is quite remarkable Kindjal. I have nowhere near the hardships that you do. But with a wife, 3 kids, and a job where I travel extensively...I do the best that I can to find time for Emp. With summer peeking around the corner, expect to see me less frequently. There's yard work to be done. As well as my summertime activities including riding the motorcycle, playing golf, and cooking out with friends n family.

Posted

Well to start off kindjal whats up man long time its been. Life is crazy dude. we all know that... work is work, you have to do it to survive, if you dont then sell drugs or live with your parents? thats all there is really left unless you win the lotto. The only good thing i can tell you that will come from what your doing now is that you will learn to appreciate things much more then when you were a kid. The little things are what counts bud, just remember that, sometimes you just have to conform to the life thats around you to survive... you'll turn out well though man just think that your going to be something and strive forward! =)

Posted

@ morduxxx : suppppppppppp!!! where ya been mord???!! havent seen u in game ...by the way that was a good comment u did about the topic. I was kinda waiting for someone to write something like that .  And yer absolutely right about what u said.  ;D

Posted

Well to start off kindjal whats up man long time its been. Life is crazy dude. we all know that... work is work, you have to do it to survive, if you dont then sell drugs or live with your parents? thats all there is really left unless you win the lotto. The only good thing i can tell you that will come from what your doing now is that you will learn to appreciate things much more then when you were a kid. The little things are what counts bud, just remember that, sometimes you just have to conform to the life thats around you to survive... you'll turn out well though man just think that your going to be something and strive forward! =)

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Good answer could not of said it better myself

Posted

the only optimisim there spicy is the fact people always look at the bad parts in life. i know the old chiche of you never know if its your last day is pretty cheesey considering you dont wake up in the morning and be like damn im alive, just think if life was like the movies, death corruption, hunger, all mixed into one in everyones lives... we have it pretty easy compared to the olden days of slaughtering your meal and walking to the wells. IDk though life sucks but atleast your able to wake up at three in the morning and make a sandwhich, or watch a funny movie and laugh, the keyword in all of this is the simplicity of it all... we are a product of our own enviroments, and if we choose to be peices of chit then thats what we will be. just smile =) everything will be alright.  ;D

Posted

I definitely mostly agree with Mord, I also have a few things to add why things are the way they are. You see, we live in a matrix of a monetary system which is designed to slave humanity around with out us knowing it exists in such terrible manner. The world bankers and elite print money NOT backed up by gold or anything, they just print money from thin air and work with world banking system to loan it to individuals out there, like us. Then they charge you interest on a ghost money that does not even exist because they never printed that 15% interest to begin with. You see if the world doesn't wake up to this false reality of monetary system, we will always be the slave of the bankers, New World Order and the elite of this world. there is a much better way to deal with life and its problems but we won't because every individual thinks they have no power or they are weak, which is absolutely NOT true. You see every thing on TV, news, media, newspaper etc... are constantly promoting a false reality to keep people in the "fear mode" and in the box so we can never wake up or even think about changing this terrible system that does not work at all. 99% of humans around the world are unhappy about their current status, just ask your self why? and apply it in your own world. If some type of attitude or method does not work for you in your personal life or relationship you tend to change things around so it is best for all people who are involved in the relationship, otherwise it won't work. We see the same system here on monetary system but instead of changing things they got people hypnotized and completely depressed so they are unaware of their own existence or their true spiritual powers.

They have had the technology since the 50's in the military to change human behavior by radio wave of frequency. They have been applying this technology for a while now. It is not a coincidence that you find people in such low frequency of vibration and find all kinds of harmful chemicals in your food, water toothpaste etc... They are constantly poison the air by chimetrails and spreading a new disease every few years. The military's orders are to reduce population in the world so they have to create fouls and fabricated wars in order to carry out their overly populated and profitable agendas.

Life does not suck, it is the fact that we are living in the world bankers reality of matrix that sucks. Just imagine, the fillings in your teeth that has been filled with mercury is pure poison and causes depression all the way to the unnatural sugar replacements that have the same toxic effect on human brain.(sweet n low, equal, splenda etc..)

We are experiencing a horrible reality controlled by a hand full of (elite's)which has nothing to do with our true reality. We are just hypnotized and deep sleep from this nightmare otherwise no human would take this much abuse. Not only we are being cheated, slaved, used and abused but we have to pay for it as well. How dumb are we? Very fucking dumb! When does humanity want to wake up? When they are about to be extincted or suffocated. Do you see the road "sheeples? It does not take guns and nukes to stop these people, it takes full consciousness and opening the mind to do absolutely nothing to end this nonsense. Will you wake up?

Spazelord

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUqtK_BCSQw&feature=channel_page

Posted

hey kindjal...,

you ever read tolstoi? he says in a easy language what i am thinking about life.

No one can guide his life by hisself. we are living in a world of chaos. thousands and millions of things happen every second without my will all around the world, and they change and direct my life all the time. (its a bit like the butterfly and the storm). in tolstois performance i can see, that it wasnt napoleon, who did the war with russia. it was a infinite count of chances, people and coherents wich directed the man called napoleon in that position.

you wanna go to a concert? but it was raining 1 week ago. a child in your neighbourhood got ill, and so your child got it in the kindergarden...you know what i mean? its all about destiny....his deduction is that you should always handle with your instinct since u cant make decissions yourself. since every decicion comes not from your free mind, but from accidents and chances from the past you learned from.

i hope, youi see what i mean. its realy hard for me to explain that in english...

in my mind i cant see any pessimistic things in that. i am verry verry optimistic every day. i live the life just like it is. with all his small good things and the dream of the big thing. i do what i want, so i love what i do, and i alwayss know what i have to do when i wake up at midday :) (in my case its music and my family)

the only problem is to never stop doing things. takle a break sometimes, but than attack again. jump into the desiny-river and swimm!

one of the best german writers said: "there is nothing good except you do it"

word

and to destroy the anti-emp feeling i wanna say, that emp is one of the small good things in life....its like to go in a pup and meet some known people. there i talk to people who are jewish but horny all the time, to people who are too mch american for my taste, to musicians who of course hate the monetary system, and last but not least i talk to people who talk much more than me and never stop...argh....lol

i love it. i love you kindjal, and even if it sounds hippie, i dont like hippies ^^

"dont ask me because i dont know why, but its like that, and thats the way it is"

Kalony

Posted

I agree with everything spaze said, just dont have the resources at my disposal or i would make the world how people would like it to be rather then how a few rich fcks do. Its all breads and circuses, give the people food and entertainment and let them live... you know its not half bad when you choose what entertainment and food you eat, but when everything is all stereotyped and catergorized it makes things so much more difficult. The last thing im going to say on this topic is that we are human beings with free thought and will. Do as you see fit that stays in the boundries of human nature, dont wrong people and hurt there souls and you will be a happy person.

AND KEEP EMP ALIVE!!! HARKGOD FOR LIFE!!!!

Posted

Go Mord!!!

This one is for my German friends! I do what I love in life and have always been doing things that suites my life style I'm very optimistic and adore life but it does not change the fact that the world is truly experiencing nightmares controlled by world bankers n elites. When we open our mind beyond 2feet/steppes in front of us or beyond the 5 senses, we will then understand how much we are being cheated and abused. (Example)I work hard and drive my Benz, live my good life in my home love my family etc. does not solve any hunger, disease, city issues, state, country, continent or the world's issues. Waking up and consciously being aware of what is going on will give me the ability to understand and educate my mind to wake humanity up from this crazy system. Our mind is under attack but so many are sleeping, regardless of doing what they love or hate. When an individual is involved with just their own personal life and don't care about anything else are called SHEEPLES because they are involved in their own self sub conscious and not what is going on around them or being self aware.

Life is fantastic but not when it is designed for few people and not everyone else. Life is beautiful but not when they are poisoning our food, water and air. Life is meant to be free as an personal freedom but not when they have humanity slaved around for the higher Archy. We can keep denying it or do something about it...

Peace!  ;)

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Peace!  ;(

    President:I know there is much to learn from each other if we can make a truce. We can find a way to Co-exist. can there be a peace between us?

    Alien: Peace? NO PEACE!

    President Whitmore: What is it you want us to do?

    Captured Alien: Die

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Posted

Hey guys.

Thanks leo u remembered from me.

i read part of all written, and i m gonna resume:

u work to live, and live to work.(nice one these phrase, when u get old, u will use all money u got to survive cuz u got issues in lifes, cuz of stresss.

STRESS KILLS PEOPLE. the best trully i haven seen in my life.

That is why i dont just keep studying.

i play, i watch cartoon, yeah man, i LOVE CARTOON, . Naruto its rox.

Naruto shippudden.

I watch a lot movie in a week. it does good to life.

get off ur mind in this freak world.

the people goes sick cuz of money.

U need a time to be happy.

Look now ur face and see how old u got.??

u look like a old man as u are young. Stress kill and let the people ugly.

SMILE SMILE SMILE .

lol

*A&Y

Posted

hey mordusxxx baby, "youHU" kiss me man, come , kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss,me " like a virgen " HU;

kkk joking hehe

where u dude?

i missed u man. plz dont go run behind to money. come behind to me. i need u mordusxx.

when are we going to date??

ops. date??? kkkk my bad.

when are we going to met?

met? or meat??

hmmm

i prefer still a meat.

hehe

come lets play silla. i wanna rape ur (*&(*&(& out. and kick ur (*&(*&, .

i will show u what is a high top level elite definition high fi ( lol is it TV )??

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