Hey #6 you seem like a cool dude intelligent,interesting etc. and just like McDusty you are having a tough time right now.Well guess what ..You will get over it.That may be hard to visulise at this moment but you will(both of you)...I do think you are very mature in 'talking' this through with your 'friends'and i hope things work out for you (both)soon..And hopefully your 'skin' will be a little thicker because of it. :)