spicy Posted September 17, 2013 Share Posted September 17, 2013 i was sleeping when i started dreaming about fisher map i saw a 3vs3 map i remember seeingerjin and doompower and korlover i guess i guess i was imagining not dreamingbecause spaze went for an ordos gaz rush there you go . the gaz units i am from Syria by the way . it was just like that game when allmy people died over 10 millions now maybe dead we had a genocide then doom and kor started a harck attack rush when suddenly i found Cairo like this well i live in cairo Egypt the curfew its for 3 month's now but no one cares they still attackanyway , omg is it the end of the world ? i never believed the 2012 thing but this ? well ok i would say to my self spicy man you can deal with with anything yes never give upam tough ha. that is what youkolord always say just be the best , i tried but something happened at the same time . last year i was running when my leftleg went numb now after one year i am having an aggressive attacks of multiple sclerosisdont even go read about it its so scary i might not survive another year .it can paralize every nurve in the body at any time as for now i have weak handspain in left eye vibration in left leg and face and neck am really scared i can feel the neighborsattacking me from behind the walls .i started to pray but i am 40 i never thought of god ? will he believe me ? is he there ?its like telling a drunk pirate to read his last parer before execution . funny when my region islam is the mist strict even looking at my self praying is funny . my mother is very old also dying i guess am so alone i have no one to tell my strange storybut for some guys may still be here that i consider one of my few only friends Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falconius Posted September 28, 2013 Share Posted September 28, 2013 Each generation hopes that they will not suffer as the ones that came before. But since Hiroshima each generation has hoped that the "stars" would not fall, as was foreseen by the prophesy found in Revelations. And so it is that we now envy the ones before us who was able to live their lives without having to witness the horrors that we might soon face.The poisoning of the waters (Revelation 8:11), the severe reduction in visibility (Revelation 8:12), the death of much of the earth's vegetation (Revelation 8:7), malignant sores (Revelation 16:2), the end of ocean life (Revelation 16:3), and the inability of the atmosphere to block out harmful ultraviolet rays, resulting in severe burns (Revelation 16:8) are all expected results of nuclear war. As for praying, and the earnest search for God.. it is the loneliest path. Generally the religions and preachers are there supposedly to help the rest of us but in reality they are trying to score points with God.And once you have innocent little children who are totally reliant on you for everything you will know: it is NOT just a game. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spicy Posted September 28, 2013 Author Share Posted September 28, 2013 And once you have innocent little children who are totally reliant on you for everything you will know: it is NOT just a game. its ok i depend on the holy book and translations of the prophet i did not understand the thing about the children you mean how we deepened on preachers? well i miss the days when it was just a game and the guys we used to meet i see non of them still here Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Davidu Posted September 29, 2013 Share Posted September 29, 2013 I can't possibly know what you're going through, but you have to stay tough. All this stuff going on now is too much for one person to handle. There's unrest from Tunisia to Turkey. Just the most solid dictatorships endured actually, though I don't know if I should put Jordan there. What can I say? If religion helps you, then why not? I am not a religious man, but I know anyone needs some solid ground for their minds in times like these. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spicy Posted October 3, 2013 Author Share Posted October 3, 2013 thanks and interesting also i was looking for my old friends but i guess they dont read here a lot i needed a strong material to feed my imagination against these shocks most of the things around just dont stand like games music movies and girlsthey just all turn against you in hard times they change to scary shadows Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
THE AQIB Posted October 4, 2013 Share Posted October 4, 2013 The world is not a game..It's an unstable equation..The variable which causes this instability is the cycle of hatred..The wars happen because of a grudge and finally the hatred spreads among the soldiers and finally the people they fight to protect..No country is stable even though it looks..Foe this cycle of hatred to enough we one by one should forgive so that even though not for us but the next generation can live in peace..War is just an angry punch from one man to another but it kills everyone in its path..I don't know what you are going through right now but stay strong keep calm and never let the hatred spread..This hatred might backfire..Become a person who can control anger cause peace even though it's hard can erase pain..I'm just as scared as anyone in this world about another major war.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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