But I don't know.... I still feel there's a lot we need to do. It seems like its only me who cares about this kind of stuff... and a few, like atomicar, who's now organizing this tourney. But I see no interest on it from people. EVEN with a prize of 100 bucks for you to take.
Well I do.... I am starving to death, for real.
I would really want to start a whole new site (Guide for new players) I would really love to do a bunch of things that I can't really do because of course Its only gonna be me working on these things. If you have seen my previous posts; they are always LONG; I really take time to do things and I do it with heart. Such as my "Running Emperor on Linux guide".
I remember spending a bunch of time trying to make Emperor run in a system that was not meant to run any Windows games. I tried inviting players on my own, went to Linux forums... posting... posting with no avail.
I tried making tutorial videos, without the time for it.... I wanted to try everything cuz this game means a lot to me. I grew up with it. It started my passion for video games. It is what inspired me to study what I am studying..... and it is TAKING A LOT from me to walk in this path I chose to walk. As I mentioned before... I am starving for real. All the money is gone for tuition and rent. I barely have breakfast and lunch. Dinner only when I got the time and money available for food.
I am not exaggerating at all. I drink tea all day (cheap). EVERY WEEK I have someone asking me during class "Hey whats wrong? you look tired"
I want to get all the skills I need, trying to meet people, get contacts in the industry of video games.... so I can build up and gather everything I need to maybe work on a remake of this game. And I know, this might not be possible. Everyday I get deeper into understanding how the industry works, it makes me feel I will never get there on my own. But I am still hoping to get there. At least something very indie... I would die happy.
What I am really hoping for all of us to change a bit.... Is to work on making this a small and KOOL community. It really makes me sad, it feels disappointing to see new players coming here and form a "whole new community on their own".
I understand the language barrier.... but I see some with at least a basic and understandable level of English and they don't even try to communicate with you. I see very POOR quality of games. I have seen tons of times new players dying, double rushed or quitting all from a sudden... And I don't even know WTH happened. No "Help" No "HEY COME LETS ATTACK THE PLAYER IN THE TOP" .... no TEAMPLAY at all.
So once again, this is not about English, not about country.... Not about anything else other than just COMMUNICATION.

Why? Because we are all divided into groups.
Seriously.... Chatting and teaching Centner when his English SUCKED BALLS was a pain in the ass. But hey it worked out.... Haha thanks there's the Russian/English translator. But now he improved a lot. It took time... we didn't even noticed at all.
I really wanted him to not leave the game... because of skill difference vs other players. We had a kool time working on his skills.... then we built up a friendly relationship. I learned a few words in Russian... Grew up interest in the country too. I saw his skills build up and now he is a good player. And I am very happy it happened that way. For the first time I did something good and I was successful doing it.
Old players.... WTH is wrong with you all?
I cant be like newlords: " GO GO GO GAME PLAY GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!"
come on? can you even say Hi?
Players now don't even wait for you or rehost when someone crashes; then we see everyody, end up wondering.... uhhh wheres this guy? uhhhh we need 1 more player! UH EVERYBODY IS AFK!!! THIS GAME IS DEAD I AM DOING SOMETHING ELSE.
The whole point is... come on, yeah we all know what we are here for, we all want to play. But at the end.... we are all what's left from this game. Without each one of us, this game would be nothing. I always leave.... and I always get back for more games, not because of the game play itself. But because of many things that makes Emperor a THE GAME from all of the games I have played.
If you managed to read the whole post, you will notice I am typing all nostalgic and stuff. I was never able to play well against the good players because of the slowest machines I always had. I remember when I had the first PC that allowed me to play EBFD decently, the game was already dying.... So... I always feel I was left with nothing.

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